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April 2017

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I want to answer the comments from my last post here, so I can share with those who might not read comments and replies.

cindy_73, you're one of several people who were poised to post on AL, either with harems, fanfic, fan art, or new pages. I had a backlog of about 350 messages from those people I call my "overachievers", who flooded me with contributions. I really hate that these things will never be done now.

I am considering putting up an attenuated site, but I really don't have the heart to do it, at least not right now.

AL has been a huge responsibility for me. For the last 10 years, I have worked on it virtually every weekend. Although it's been a great joy, it's also been a heavy burden. So its loss is creating a lot of mixed emotions in me. I'm a bit numb, really. Stunned. It's been such a big part of my life. I can't make up my mind if I've lost something precious, or gained more time and energy to devote to other things, like my writing. After all these hours of thinking about nothing else, I'm still not sure.

mirana, to answer your questions: It's a Gig of transfer. (It's approximately 1.5 Gig in files.) Your ideas are good (and I plan to use them on my other sites for sure), and there are .htaccess files in my directories at Draknet (I just didn't know what they were for!). However, I'm not sure even those measures would help. There are more than 6,600 pages in AL, and more than 54,000 images. Every month I added approximately 30 more pages and perhaps 500+ more images, and there was no sign of stopping. (Which is impressive, and says a lot for the animation fans, but still a problem!) Also, the fact that it was being attacked every 10 seconds concerns me greatly. I really hope one of those attacks didn't backtrack to dragonfare.com and create the hacking problem that poor Matt has now, although I don't see how it could, since that link isn't in the main AL pages. Also, Jen is a smart lady and very kind, so if she tells me I need a VPS or dedicated server for AL, I believe her, and if she doesn't want to host fantasykat.com any more, I can't blame her, since that's become a hacker's target. Matt tells me a dedicated server would cost $75-$100 a month, which is way out of my reach. I really do appreciate your attention and the time you took to help me, and I value your expertise! Thanks. But I think the problem is too big for any kind of patch at this point.

kyranthia, as you can see above, AL is far too big to put on any regular commercial site. Most sites consider 1Gig/month to be generous, and AL was doing more than 1Gig per day. Even if I cut off the remote linking, there would still be a LOT of hits, each of which involves downloads of images, so my common sense tells me that I'd need that dedicated server that I can't afford.

Another alternative I considered was scattering the site through several hosts and domains. But since I loathe advertising, I wouldn't use free hosts, so that would end up costing me about the same as a dedicated server.

I'm still not sure what I'm going to do, but at least at the moment, I'm so overwhelmed that I can't think clearly. The first thing I have to do is sort out my feelings and decide if I even want to continue AL, in part or in full, and then, if I don't want to put down the burden/joy, decide what form it should take. I just don't know right now.

Thanks, everyone, for your sympathy and dismay. I really feel as if AL is a much-loved site.


I agree with all the other comments posted. Whatever you want to do Kat is up to you. I'm also amazed at how long AL has lasted. I still remember joining up when I was in junior high!! Wow.
Whatever you do we'll support you Kat. You're an amazing lady for doing this all for free. Supporting such an awesome community at such an expense to yourself is really something. *Hugs to you*